ONE MORE DAY TILL THE BIG 1-8!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yes yes yes. I know. It's been forever since I last added. But that's ok. I'm back now.

On Saturday, November 19th, Bay High hosted it's 2nd District Meeting. I am so happy that it's over. I was so stressed that day. Matter of fact, I was stressed that whole week. Luckily, I had Marianne there to keep me entertained. She's such a character. Anyways, it went well, long, but well. I'm just glad it's over now. I also bonded with some awesome girls named Laurie and Kathryn. They are sooo funny. Minority 1 and Minority 2. Love those girls. Actually, I love all my SGA buddies. They're so fab.

Finally met a guy. Not going to spoil this though by giving too much information. He graduated from Bay last year. He's going to Gulf Coast now. Looking to transfer to FAMU for pharmacy. Well, I acutally didn't meet him. I knew him before, just never really talked to him. But the situation with him is kind of weird. It's something that needs to be prayed about before anything can go any futher. But he's still a good guy. Never calls me names like Jerron or Jarvis did. Never cusses at me or while he's talking to me. He's not a big partier. We actually have great conversations. He's smart, funny, and a gentleman. We'll see how it goes though.

I'm going to Gainesville this weekend. So excited. Going with the Fab SGA group. Me and Ms. Alex Doll. Love that kid! She cracks me up. I really don't know who else is going. Our Miami trip got postponed until January. My birthday month. Woot Woot!

Went to the Christmas Parade last night with the wonderfuls. Ashley M. and Ashley A. That was fun. Especially saying "Merry Christmas" is perfect unison. And riding through the "jungle" in Ashley A.'s car. Good times with those girls.

So, if I get accepted to Flagler, the letter should be here by the 15th. I am so nervous. I want to get into that school so bad. I love it. It's so pretty and quiet. No partying!!! Which is always a good. Plus they have a great psychology program. For those of you who don't know, I'm majoring in psychology and minoring in pre-law. Excited!

10 more school days until school gets out for Christmas!! So glad. I'm ready to get next semester over with. I can't wait.

Oh, I had the best time on Friday after school. I went to this place called Anchorage. It's an orphanage, kind of. The kids there were so adorable. They were so cute and so friendly and just loving. I promise it was one of the happiest moments in my life. They wouldn't let me leave. Then they started to cry when I was trying to walk out the door. I'm going back every Friday with some other Bay students. I love it. I love kids. The guy that I told you guys about earlier, said I will have a kid soon, but not to soon. I don't think that's going to happen. But I do love kids. I wish I could take all those kids home with me. But of course I can't so. Fridays will just have to do.

Anyways...I don't have much else to say except, dancing in the parking lot of Bay High is fun. Also, running through the courtyard of Bay High at night is pretty fun too.

 (i love that line from the movie)

It's amazing how one person,
Can make your day
Absolutely perfect.

 Flager

 So Sexy

Today was not a good day. Well, it was, up until the end of 4th period. Then after that, everything just went downhill. Today was very eventful though. I mailed out my second District 1 Newsletter. I was very excited about that. I cannot wait until our meeting at Bay comes and goes. It's a very stressful job, but I do enjoy it.

I'm not really going to touch on what happened today. I have some other things I need to get off of my mind.

So, I've been without a boyfriend for 1 year and 8 months. At first, I was enjoying it. Now, I'm sad to say, I'm not enjoying being single. I have the perfect quote for this situation.

"Boys fustrate me.I hate all their indirect messages. I hate the game playing, do you like me or don't you? Just tell me so i can try and get over you."-Kristen Dunst

That's exactly how I feel. I'm just sick of it all. I'm praying though. I made a promise that I wouldn't go out looking for a boyfriend. I would wait for God to lead him to me or to lead me to him. Whichever one comes first. And I'm going to stick with my promise.

So that's the romance department. Social life....BLAH! It could be better. I haven't gone anywhere with anybody in a while. I'm not to sure why. Well, I know why, but I don't want to get into that. It just makes things worse. Last night was a very social event though. TRICK OR TREATING! Little kids always put a smile on my face. They're so cute. There were three toddlers dressed like Buzz Lightyear. My neighbor was the cutest out of them all. I saw a lot of little ladybugs. One girl was prom queen. The two most creative costumes from last night were an old newspaper and a "cereal" killer. This kid took the small, individual boxes of cereal, put them on a shirt, stuck fake knifes through them, and put fake blood dripping from the boxes. That was the best thing I had ever seen. I also hung with my new "friend" from Mississippi. His family was effected by Hurricane Katrina. My mom is helping them out, so he and I have talked on two occassions. Last night was one of them. He's ok. He's  a cool guy. But, whatever.

Family life..........yea. No comment. I mean, it's cool. Every family has their ups and downs. Every family has their flaws. I mean we could be better, but we're not too bad.

School. It's become such a total bore. I don't even want to go anymore. If I didn't want to go to college, then I would probably drop out. Or not. I'm not that dumb. At moments I just feel I could be smarter or I should have done this or I should have joined that. It's kind of to late now. There are about 7 more months until graduation. I am looking forward to it, but then again I'm not. I'm definitley ready to go to college, be in a new environment, make some new friends, and being able to live on my own. Especially the new friends part. I'm going to miss my old friends, but hey "Make new friends, but keep the old. One is silver and the other's gold." I like gold. (new friends) I'm going to miss Alex, Nat, Ashley, Ebonii, and a few others. But not that many.

So, waiting to get an acceptance letter is very stressful. Having people breathe down your neck over things is very stressful. I'm trying to stay calm, but I know I'm going to lose it. That's where prayer, writing, reading, and music come in. That's the best combination of things in the world. I really need to find my book "Dateable." I'm about to go bananas without it.

Well, I got rid of all my songs except two. These are my favorite. I am really into Reggaeton and Latin music right now. So, I will probably be putting some of that on here later. My parents just got the new Kirk Franklin CD. I'm very excited about that. So I will make sure I listen to that soon. I love Kirk, J.Moss, Donnie, Smokie, Tye,and Tonex. Plus so many more.

Well, I'm going to bed. God bless and be good!

Brittany Chante'